3.05.2008 • Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Hello my fellow peeps....
i didnt notice that time flies past me just like a blink of an eye.
i meet up with some of my childhood buddies.we were like 10 years old when we first met....
some of them are already going to be 20 soon....
i really enjoyed what we did when we were young....
Right now i feel that this is the most important to me
To be able to live life as it is.
Giving my best in everything.
Life is short, theres no time for regrets.
there are many things i want to do...just don't have the time to do it.
i can admit,maybe that is only part of it.
maybe not having the courage to do so is another stupid excuse i can find for myself
After the movie leap years,i learned that despite all the ups and downs in life.
your loved ones will always stand by you which includes your best friends..stuff like that....
i really treasure my friends,brothers...anyone who is close to me.
this may sound absurd....but still,i might as well say it.
i am afraid to fall in love...
althought the feeling is great,i am afraid that i cannot give the best i could for this special person.....
i might not be there for her when she is sad.....i might not be able to shower adequate love on her....it reallys envy me when i see my buddies with their girls....so loving...seems like a fairytale right?
haha....
but,sometimes even in this harsh reality....fairytales do happens
I just prayed that one day....this special person appear right in front of me...
and by then,the pages of my personal fairytale will be filled with all these good and bad memories of us together....
haha...shit shit shit....i am becoming like a emo guy la.....this is bad.....
anyway....that's for all today....
i shall update again when i am free.
tata'