9.22.2008 • Monday, September 22, 2008
MANY MANY MANY THINGS HAD HAPPENED IN A VERY VERY SHORT TIME....WELL,I GUESS I HAVE TO APOLOGIES FOR NOT GOING TO TRAININGS.....
I HAVE GOT QUITE A NUMBER OF THINGS TO SETTLE...WHEN I AM DONE WITH THAT....
I REASSURE YOU GUYS, I WILL BE A NEW ME:)
AT THE MEAN TIME,YOU GUYS JUST DO YOUR JOBS WELL...TRAIN HARD!
DON'T HAVE TO THINK OF ME!
I WILL BE BACK SOON....
I WANT TO COMPLETE THE FINAL JOURNEY WITH YOU GUYS!
WAIT FOR ME!DON'T GIVE UP ON ME!
"Until one is committed.there is hesitancy,
the chance to draw back.Always ineffectiveness.
Concerning all acts of initiative(and creation)
there is one elementary truth,
the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans;
that the moment one definitely commits oneself,
then providence moves too.
All sort of things occur that would never otherwise have occured.
A whole stream of events issues from the decision,
raising in ones favor all manners of unforeseen incidents and meetings
and material assistance which no man could have dreamt
would come his way.
I have learned a deep respect for one of Goethe's couples
"whatever you can do or dream you can,begin it.
Boldness has genius power and magic in it."
9.19.2008 • Friday, September 19, 2008
Oh well....one thing is for sure....
it sucks to be sick.....
i think i better start eating those vitamins and stuffs....
my body system is kinda of weak....
fever,headache...sore eyes....
bad things just comes in a combo....
Let me sum up my week...
basically,i didnt have anything interesting going in my life.....
training,gym,eat,sleep,work....
that's how fucked up my life is....
but soon....
i am going to start picking up for my fitness once again...
i am going to train very very hard.....
MY goal for the year....REGATTA 2008
here'something i like to share with you guys when i am working
When you are working...you tend to meet many different people in life.....
good,friendly,bad,fucked up...you name it...
i am a straightforward person...
when i make a mistake..i allow someone to correct me when i am wrong....
but the most fucked up thing is that....you have been targeted for the entire day....
that's pure fucked up!
while i was working yesterday....
i got picked on BY my Female manager(she is a Philippino)
she nags at me every hour....around 5 to 6 times
sometimes...even when i am correct...i got picked!
i argued back..i stared at her....
she got nothing to say...then suddenly raise her voice and ask me to go back to work...
and she's left complaining...no (i should say grumbling in her own language....)
you should see how her face look like...in hokkien..it is like a torn cloth!(bua bo)
i gave her that whatever attitude...and just continue to do my job....
she busted me real badly....
but who cares....if she doesn't change...i just clean my ass...and walk out....
respect and trust is what a manager and her staff needs....
currently,i feel that she is very biased to her own kind....her mind is damn square...
she always say when working,we are suppose to speak only in english....
but she and her felllow own kind...were chatting in their own language...that's damn contradicting....
usually,when i am done with work...
i can go....if i end at 11.but i finish at 1030...i can go...
but yesterday,i am suppose to work only to 10...she extended it to 1030...
she acts like a dumb fuck....
when it is 1030...they were still customers....time got dragged on....
i finish my duties...at about 11....she say that she wants to check my station....
then times passed..it was already 1120....
she took 20 minutes.....she went to do her stuff.....
then when she came out...she ask...WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?
YOU CAN GO ALREADY....
SHE DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING AT ALL....(NEVER TELL ME WHETHER I CAN GO A NOT)
I WAS LIKE PURE PISSED AT HER....
MY VULGARITY DICTIONARY WAS LIKE CURSING AND SWEARING AND HER....
I ASK HER ABOUT HOW THE HALF AN HOUR IS GONNA BE PAID...
AND SHE SAYS WE WILL TALK TOMORROW....
GUESS WHAT...I AM SO GOING FUCKED HER UPSIDE DOWN...I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN....
I AM LEFT WITH 2 MORE DAYS....
IF SHE CAN CHANGE HER FUCKING ATTITUDE....THEN I STILL MIGHT CONSIDER....
IF NOT...I MIGHT JUST POINT A MIDDLE FINGER IN HER FACE....AND JUST SAY BYE BYE....
9.14.2008 • Sunday, September 14, 2008
HELLO PEEPS!THIS WEEK WAS HELL OF A WEEK...
MY WEEKEND WAS SIMPLY A BLAST!
LET ME SUMMARIES HOW MY WEEK WENT:)
been training hard for the past 2 weeks:)
started work on monday:)
i was on probation for 4 days....on friday..i was officially a staff working there:)
training and working at the same time...it proves to be hell loads for me....
but for the money....i guess it is worth it...do not like the feeling of taking money from my mummy...
she is been working till late....feel bad to take from her then spending it in some unnecessary manner.....
enough if work...
SAVA!
it was a blast for my weekend!
2 medals on day 1
2 medals on day 2
looking at other teams....
i really miss those who left...
enough of this lonely shit....
Aaron came to support us even when he is in his cast:)
let's hope he will recover fast and then be able to join the team....
although,we did win something...
the most important thing is that we are working together....
every stroke we go in together.....
i can feel it.....
the teamwork is getting there...
we have to continue to work hard and pus ourselves....
i got my plan out for next week...
i got to get my fitness back....
my running stamina isn't there....
not forgeting about weights too!
i will be hitting the gym too....
i shall get some rest...
i am fucking tired...
tomorrow is the start of a new week...
which means TRAINING!
I AM HITTING THE BED!
BUT BEFORE THAT...
HERE ARE SOME PICTURES FOR SAVA
I HOPE I CAN GET THE REST FROM WHOEVER CAMERA WHICH CONTAINS THE PICTURES:)
the 4 MEDALS
THE YEAR 3s
The YEAR 2s
MY SOONKUEH BUDDY(SHAWNNY WONG) AND ME
LEFT TO RIGHT
SHAWNNY WONG.DoM,VICE-CAP WEN ZHENG,CAP MX
ME AND BERT(DRUMER)
AND LASTLY ME!
9.07.2008 • Sunday, September 07, 2008
Yesterday was hell of a training...slack around with the guys at suntec....accompany ambert to Feng's mother salon to get his hair cut....
stayed tuned to AMbert's cock hair!
haha!
Ambert went home....i went to meet my family....went to china town to get some stuff...
had a awesome dinner at yishun central.....
fucking full.....
went to uncle house to chill....catch A bug's life movie...and catch a 15 minutes of some short guy show(damn funny....i forgot the name)
went to my auntie house after that....
my cousin brought a new labtop...new hp...
omg...i am so jealous...whahahaha!
nvm...moving on....
took a cab home...
shower
showering
showered
sleep
sleeping
slept
sunday
woke up at 12 plus....
took my time to shower first....
then off to town with my besties....
besties was all late...luckily,i am smart...i came out late...
We were suppose to meet at 1..in the end...we meet at 230....
zzz....
dine at fish and co....
alot of laughing and gossiping...
proceeded to starbucks....
another heart to heart talk....
haha!
they seem very stress! haha!
went to taka for a quickie...
besties got to go home...
left town around 8 pm
that's all folks....
i learn one thing today....
IN ALL SITUATIONS....ALWAYS LISTEN BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING...BECAUSE EVERY ACTION YOU DO WILL REFLECT ON HOW YOU PORTRAIT YOURSELF...
:)
OFF TO BED...
IT IS GONNA BE A LONG DAY FOR ME:)
NITE HOMIES
9.05.2008 • Friday, September 05, 2008
WHEN I WAS IN MY SECONDARY CCA...NCC....I FEEL THAT IT IS ALWAYS THE BEST THAT WILL SURVIVE....
NCC...MY GOAL WAS TO BE THE CSM(SOME BIG FUCK)OF THE SCHOOL UNIT....I STRIVE AND PERSERVERE....ONE BY ONE..PEOPLE JUST LEFT....I BECAME VERY HAPPY....
I AM ABLE TO GET MY GOAL...LESS COMPETITION...I FELT I WAS THE BEST....
YA TRUE...I WAS THE BEST TILL NOW...MY JUNIORS STILL REMEMBER WHO I AM.....THE SAD PART IS THAT....THE UNIT IS FUCKED UP NOW....I REGRET NOT SETTLING THE FOUNDATION FOR MY JUNIORS...THAT'S THE PAST...MOVING ON....
CURRENTLY,I AM IN SP,SP DRAGONBOAT TEAM....
IT STARTED OUT WITH A BIG FAMILY....(IT SEEMS LIKE ONE)
I WAS FAT,NOT FIT.....I COULDN'T DO ANY PULL UPS....I SUCK AT WEIGHTS...
I WAS LABEL AS FAT DOM!
I WANTED TO BE FIT...ABLE TO DO PULL UPS...EXCEL IN MY WEIGHTS....
I TOOK THINGS IN MY HAND....I TRAINED HARD...VERY HARD......
IN MY MIND...I HAVE THIS MENTALITY.....EVERY GUY CARES FOR HIS OWN ASS....I WANTED TO BE THE BEST...I WANT TO BE FIT...ALL THIS STUFF....
AFTER A PEREIOD OF TIME...MAYBE NOW....
I AM SURE THAT I HAVE ACHIEVED QUITE A FEW OF THESE GOALS
BUT...EVEN THOUGH I AM DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I USED TO BE...
I AM PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE ACHIEVED SO FAR....
THROUGH THIS 2 YEARS JOURNEY....I WITNESS PEOPLE COME AND GO....
MY BUDDIES....THE FRIENDS WHO BECAME MY CLOSE BROTHERS....
IT ALWAYS HURT TO SEE MY BROTHERS LEAVE ONE BY ONE....
I KNOW I AM FUCKING NAIVE...I THOUGHT THAT I CAN BRING THEM BACK....
I THOUGHT I WAS SOMEBODY...WHO IS ABLE TO BRING MY BROTHERS TO ROW AGAIN...
ROW WITH ME,MY TEAM AGAIN....
JUST TODAY..THIS THINGS WERE JUST DREAMS OF MINE...SILLY DREAMS....
REALITY SLAP ME IN MY FUCKING FACE....
THEY TOLD ME WHATEVER I DO...I CAN JOLLY WELL FUCKING FORGET IT.....
MY BROTHERS IN THE BOAT TOLD ME....NO POINT ASKING ANYONE TO COME BACK.....THEY DON'T WISH TOO...
I AM JUST COMMENTLESS.....WHAT THE USE OF THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST?
EVEN IF YOU ARE FUCKING FIT...EVERYONE LEAVES ONE BY ONE....
NO MATTER HOW FIT ONE IS...YOU JUST CAN'T COVER THE STRENGTH OF YOUR TEAM MATE.....
IF I WERE ABLE TO DO SO...
DRAGONBOAT WILL NOT BE CALLED A TEAM SPORT....
I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO....
I HAVE ALREADY TRIED MY BEST....
THINGS AREN'T GOING AS WHAT IT IS SUPPOSE TO....
I GUESS FATE IS CRUEL...IT HAS ITS WAYS TO TWIST US AROUND HIS FINGER....
WE ARE ALL HIS VICTIMS....
SOMEONE...PLEASE..SHOW ME SOME LIGHT....
I AM TIRED OF HOLDING ON ALREADY......
• Friday, September 05, 2008
HEY Peeps!it is been some time,since i last blog....
OK!i shall start off with what happen from monday to thursday....
training for SAVA just started,i was at training finally...after last weekend fever!
Training...
well....we train.....i do not know what to say....
mens training followed by mixed training....
tuesday...
basically i went to the gym
been rotting the whole day at home!got readdy for training next day
wednesday
went running...i didnt really run:)
i was just walking and at faster pace....pushing some juniors
waterworks!then i think i went home after that....stayed home that day too...
thursday
badly burned from the fucking hot sun!
my friends say i look like AH NEY!
HAHA!WAS HELL LONG OF A TRAINING..STARTED AT 10
END AT ARD 1 40
QUICKLY WENT TO HAVE LUNCH AFTER ALL THE PACKING UP AND SHOWERING....
went home....
took a short nap...
went out again....
went out with nic and mark to the gym....here i am!
i am very tired now....
my life..
i wouldn't say it is boring neither will i say it is very interesting.....
i guess it is just how i live it
cheers peeps
i am going to sleep:)