7.31.2008 • Thursday, July 31, 2008
Hello PEEPS!DoM is in the house!
haha!
thursday:
No class today....
came to school around12 plus...
had lunch with chilli padi @ fc 4
when to sleep till 3 plus....
wei siong came...followed by jin wei...
headed to main lib to do Mini project....
we thought we knew someshit...but we didnt!
haha!
then...proceed to training....
attendance was kinda of poor....
nvm about that....
went for a 4km jog....
i was leading....haha!but the seniors i always run too fast...
6 sets of 10 pull up!accomplished!
pool rowing after that...felt a sense of accomplishement...
i manage to correct and teach the juniors the strokes:)
i feel good....
cam whore @ the toilet as you can see:)
Jeremy this is for you:P
After that...khim took me and vice cap to upper bukit timah for dinner....
had Chicken rice:(
not normal chicken rice...
the shop is named BOON TONG KEE PTD LTD....
i guess the chicken they took was from the heavens kitchen....
this is the $13 heaven chicken
vegetables from mars!
omelette from the heaven chicken!
the pyramid rice from Eygpt!
khim so hungry that he didnt wait for us....
wz and me looking at some hot chicks!
Luckily,we didnt ask for plain water!
cause the water was so pure that it cost 30 cents one cup:)
as proof to support my stand...
when the imperial verdict came....
it was 30 dollars for chicken rice,with chicken,eggs,vegetables....lol
final verdict...
my face(when we were going to order our CHICKEN RICE)
MY FACE AFTER THE MEAL(LIKE NOT HAPPY..IN HOKKIEN...BUAI KAM WAN)
just draw 20 bucks from my POSB..
i bought some waffles and a bottle of orange juice...@ BANG DELI
2 boxes of nice salty snacks:)
and the chicken rice cost 10bucks!
currently..i am left with a miserable green colour note:(
i got to start saving money man....
damn broke this week:(
THAT'S ALL PEEPS:)
7.30.2008 • Wednesday, July 30, 2008
this for you jeremy!haha!no offense!in your face!
these are scary people!they have nothing better to do...so they scare you with their muscles....
jeremy u got owned!
7.29.2008 • Tuesday, July 29, 2008
the first time....i tried...i failedthe second time i tried again.....i failed
this time....i really want to try again....
but i know this isn't the right time...you probably stay firm with your decision.
i feel like a failure....
i cannot bring you back into my life....
it is very fcuked up!
this feeling inside of me.....
the times we endure shit together...
i am sure you have fond memories of the times we have together...
i wish you were here with me.....
i remember the days we spend together....gaying....everything....
it hurts so much.....
i thought that the talk did help...
but...i dun know why you want to leave....
i can't take this shit anymore man....
i want to break down...
seeing the other faces...i have got to be strong...
others still relies on me
i got to stay strong....
i believe time heals all wounds....
• Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Didn't sleep well last night...slept at 2 am last night...lesson at 8am...but i didnt make it on time...i woke up like 530,630....but i went back to sleep.....
had breakfast with brandon,then went off to the main lib to do some revision on maths...
went to fc6 for lunch with my (every tuesday lunch @ fc 6 gang)
slack....late for class as usual....
went training....run my 4 km...
18:16 mins...
i want to run faster!!!!!!!
i want to start to chiong again....
i am very tired...
not physically...mentally strained....
off to my work....
7.28.2008 • Monday, July 28, 2008
Started the week not too badly....except i blame myself not doing any revision during the weekend
that is so not like me...i am going to start chionging again.
self training was good today.
i bought the bird man to run today...
i want to bring everyone fitness to the same level...
haha!mission impossible!
but for the team..i am going to do so...
everyone was like!DoM!wtf!why you dye your hair black!
waste money la!
might as well give me the money!
sometimes...losing money is a form of lesson learnt....
Daddy talk to me today!
haha!i guess i am alright already.
at least i can see mummuy smiling...
felt very bad about that incident when my mummy got into the situation because of me!
rule 1:never make your parents angry!
rule 2:just be yourself:)
my hair looks a tad weird man...
what to do...i went to a 5 dollar haircut shop called yuan yuan
who cares?
it will eventually grow back
for the time being...i shall wear a cap in school!
i felt so bad la...i kinda accidently influence my friend to cut her fringe...
she kinda look like a dorkkkkk....
haha!
she also wearing a cap too!haha!
sorry man!
i am beginning to lose hope in what i believe in(dun worry i am not talking about dragonboat ah!)
some other personal stuff...
When one door closes...there are bound to be other doors opening...
i am just stuck in between this passage
i don't like my previous effort to be wasted...
but hanging on like that...
i dun know man....i really hope this may all disappear.....
taking me too much time...i beter not dwell on it so much...
just let it linger on for a while more......
that's all folks....
7.26.2008 • Saturday, July 26, 2008
Just when i thought i have enough freedom....you just take everything from me....
if you want freedom...you get to fight for it..
Mummy and Granny was like....Forget it....whatever he says just ignore...let him say...
most funny of all.....granddaddy was like ...just take it ashe is farting...
whatever....
currently,the cold war is still lingering on...i don't know what is gonna happenn...
i just take a small step at a time:)
anyway...i am going to stick to what i believe in...
whatever decisions i make...i will stick to it regardless of anything...
7.24.2008 • Thursday, July 24, 2008
And the boy fall asleepThe flame inside the breathing ashes
One, then two
The floating swelling
The dear profile
Thousand of dreams
Dreams that pour into the earth
On the night that the silver eyes swing
The shinning you was born
No matter how many million years,
Return the prayers to earth
I continue praying
Love for the last
Kissed for the joined hands
7.22.2008 • Tuesday, July 22, 2008
"Begin with the end in mind"that was helpful when i train for my races....
this quote is really bullshit....when it comes to affairs off the heart....
You thought you have the answer in your hand...but,fate always like to twist you around with his fingers.....
Shot some up hope into you,yet cause you despair at the same time....
My mind is a total blank now....
i am in hell right now...
soemtimes,maybe it is due to the fact that i am born like that.
i never really like to lose....when i like something...
i will go out to get it done...even it risks my life....
my Grandmother always says:DoM ah!no matter what you do in life,as long as you enjoy every moment of what u are doing...that is sufficient.
I am glad i did heed her advice....
i felt very contented after what i did for you....
i don;t expect much from you now.....
i stood there quietly at one corner....
In times of need,i will be always there for you.
This is really enough to keep me going....
i am sorry that i have cause you so much distressed....
you are someone very important to me.....
When you feel happy,i will feel your happiness...
when you need a shoulder to cry on...mine is always vacant and reserved for you.
Knowing that the future shows a uncertain path...i walk straight into the internal darkness...and face the upcoming problems that will rise upon me.
7.18.2008 • Friday, July 18, 2008
I'm not in loveIt's just a faze that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
Don't go running away
• Friday, July 18, 2008
Sometimes....i think i assume alot of things.....And it doesn't always happen as what it suppose to turn out.
sometimes....i thought i was reaching there....
some words you say to me...just bring me back to square one...right where it all begins....
this feeling is kinda of F UP!
i seriously don;t like it......
never i like to keep myself in such a suspense and not expecting much....
the deeper i go in...the harder i fall....
i don't myself either......
let's hope that after tonight's sleep....
everything will be better...
Start a brand new day....
OVER AND OUT!!!
7.16.2008 • Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I will never stand in your wayWhereever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort everyday
Do you hear the words I say
Take your sweet,sweet time
I'll be here when you change your mind
I'll be here for you baby
Anytime
• Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
• Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Sometimes....life doesn't turn out the way it suppose to be.You just got to accept the facts in your face...
And jolly well swallow the shit in!
I am always whining....why is this like that....like this.....
but...i don't deny that i sometimes feel why am i so unlucky....
i guess...i got to look at things from another point of view....
but sometimes....you seriously got to make me trust you....make me believe that you can do it....
if not...i will never feel comfortable doing anything with you...cause most of the time...i am like doing it myself...so WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU CALL PAIR/GROUP WORK!
WHEN YOU ARE EVEN TRYING TO SHOW ME THROUGH YOUR ACTIONS THAT YOU WANT TO BE PART OF THE GROUP!
YOU JOLLY WELL START WAKING UP!
SERIOUSLY,MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING THIN....
YOU WON'T LIKE ME WHEN I TURN NASTY...
CAUSE THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WILL DO....IT IS GONNA BE IN YOUR FACE...BY THEN...IT WILL BE TOO LATE...
IT WON'TBE NICE....
I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOU PUT SOME TIME INTO THIS.....
PROVE ME WRONG....
i am taking this module called OOP....
it does not have very interesting topics attached to it....
i often skip class....
i don't really go and revise for this module....
some rare occasions...i turn up punctual for class.
but,usually...i am always late....
i did some reflection....
i didnt really put in the effort to go and learn this module well...
the result....i failed the mst....
There are 3 quizes for this module...
i attended one..got full marks for it....
the other 2...i just fucked it up....
i didnt turn up for the quiz...
reason being, i overslept...another...i didnt get the date right....
i got no one to blame except myself.....
this module has no exams...
but...i have one more Lab test(15%)
one more (pbil 35%)
and lastly,let's hope i can have my retest of the quizes...
i really want to pass this module....
times flies fast...in a blink of an eye...it was MST...then it was RACE DAY
In about 1 month time,I am having my major examinations already...
this time...i am going all out for it....Not just a pass...i want to get my GPA of 3.5.
After that it is the holidays.....
so before enjoying...i am going to work the shit of myself....just 1 more month...
i hope my hardwork will bear fruits....
i have got good stuffs in my pocket.....
it is just a matter of whether will i be using them
MOTIVATION,DISICLPINE,PROPER TIME MANGEMENT
STUDY HARD....STUDY SMART...
LASTLY,EVEN THOUGH I GOT TO PUSH...
THERE ARE ALWAYS TIME FOR "CHILAX" MAN....
LEARN TO CHILL AND RELAX....
THAT'S MY DEFINITION OF LIFE
SEE YOU HOMIES!
I AM GOING BACK TO MY BOOKS!
7.13.2008 • Sunday, July 13, 2008
For some people,it's a walk in the park.They relish the freedom of not being tied down by another person and having the time and space to pursue things they want in life.They see it as a opportunity to explore who they really are,and who they can be....On the flip side of the coin,some singles feel like they got the short end of the stick.
they find themselvs constantly envying others, and feeling incomplete in a grouped of lovey dovey,starry-eyed couples.
All of us are designed for relationships with others;we need to give and receive affection,and to connect with people.
That's why being single can sometimes feel like we are missing out on something that the rest of the world is enjoying.
We long for that level of authentic connection and intimacy with a significant other,to be known and appreciated for who we truly are.
7.09.2008 • Wednesday, July 09, 2008
HEY PEEPS!i am rotting at the library,waiting for my friend to do my maths pbil....
in the mean time...
here's a very nice video and a very nice song....
enjoy:)
same song..but different video....
i like both man:)
7.06.2008 • Sunday, July 06, 2008
woke up late as usual.....i just finish my breakfast man.....
had been quite some time since i have corn flakes.
Back to my untidy study room...1 week of MST and i week of slacking had passed.....
my room is like in chaos la.... papers everywhere...i better start packing some stuffs and throw away those unwanted ones.....
i just can't stand untidiness:)
i shall post later...
notice the change:)
7.05.2008 • Saturday, July 05, 2008
This is my GIRL - FRIEND JOANNA!!!!
she had just turn 18 moments ago!!!
TO BE SINCERE A LITTLE BIT....LET'S SING A BIRTHDAY SONG...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO
WITH THE MONKEYS AND THE KANGEROOS....
(SHE ACTUALLY LOOK LIKE ONE DOESN;T SHE)HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
AFTER SINGING THE SONG...
THIS IS MY CHEAP SKATE WAY OF GETTING HER A CAKE MAN....HAHA!!!
MAKE A WISH...CLOSE YOUR EYES.....
AND KABOOMMMMMM
SHE FINALLY TURNS INTO A WOMAN!!!!
OKAY OKAY.....BIRTHDAY GIRL LA...I CAN;T MAKE HER SAD....
IF SHE IS HAPPY SO AM I....
LET'S CHANGE ONE PICTURE...(ERM...MAYBE ADD ONE INSTEAD)
BIRTHDAY GIRL CLAIMS THAT SHE IS SMILING DAMN HAPPILY......
SO HERE YOU GO.....
HAHA!THIS IS LAME LA...
HAHA!(I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS,I HOPE YOU LIKE IT YEAH?)
• Saturday, July 05, 2008
POST JUNE RACE ACTIVITIES.I have been skipping morning lectures,tutorials this entire week....
friday morning was not spared either....
Woke up at 11 plus...showered and headed to school for gems....
have a light bite @ Coffee house(i forgot the name)
had my usual....one cup of butterskotch latte on ice and the famous killer chicken mushroom puff...simply sex mannnn:)
Met e.Q and aaron @ dover mrt....headed to marine square...
as usual...we are early...went funan IT mall...
then headed to Sakae Sushi for POST JUNE ACTIVITIES PART 1
Yong wei delighted to eat sushi....
seen a bird eating sushi?
WORLD RECORD!!!
Q.Y favourite:)
After sushi...we went arcade walk around....finally...decided to take a break...
just like all the AH qiao(not sure i got it correct)
we went to lepak @ one corner!!!!
haha!!!
damn!my face got cut off!!!!
7.01.2008 • Tuesday, July 01, 2008
yesterday was my good friend birthday.....Gave her a surprise outside her class...My little sis made her a very big birthday card!!bigger than mine:(
nvm...nothing to be jealous about:)
we celebrated her birthday @ centre (clark Quay)Manhattan
The bill was sure a killa!!!
Here are some pics of the day
Birthday girl
Me and Minah
caught unexpectedly.....(they sure like to secretly take picture of handsome guy!)
My familY
(derran,Mei yin and Me)
DINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVEY DOVEY AIN:T THEY?:)
LASTLY....it is the killer bills
settle the bill....
Went home with Birthday girl & family & Mei yin....
that's all peeps!!!
• Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Sorry peeps...Didnt take much photos on the first day.
Here are some pics...Enjoy.....
Yong wei acting blur when mike say htee coming.....:)
Jeremy wanna act fierce...You can't see me....
This is something top secret!!
just for laugh
My Good left buddies(yong,Q.Y,ME)
My best Partner!!!!!YONG AH!!!!!
POST RACE ACTIVITIES
Dinner @ FIsh & Co
(My cap,MX..acting cute!!!)
Caught E.Q & Shawnny wong looking @ something...
something which they find funny!
caught mike so engross in Shawnny WONG
There are more pictures with me....i upload some other time:)