8.28.2008 • Thursday, August 28, 2008
HELLO!PEEPS!sorry homies!
Was busy with my post exams activities....
Went gym yesterday....chill at home then...party people!
reach home at 6 am...
slept till 530pm!
haha!i am a pig!
daddy make dinner!
MAGGI MEE!!!!!!!!!
THEN I AM HERE,SITTING ON MY FAT ASS...IN FRONT OF MY COM..DOING NOTHING...
HAHA!TMR GOINT BACK TO NBSS..CATCH UP SESSIONS WITH MY BESTIES!
HAHA!
SEEYA PEEPS!
TRAINING HERE I COME:D
8.24.2008 • Sunday, August 24, 2008
hellp peeps!finally,i have some time to blog....
last week was a killer.....
DCS was alright...ACS was still manageable....
studied on friday and saturday...in the end..i was stoning there...for a few hours....
didnt do anything productive....zzz
i thought my next paper is on tuesday...but it turn out to be tommorow....
stress max.....CA paper tmr
how to survive?you tell me...
Suppose to go training today...i woke up at 530 am...damn feverish.....
in the end...i left home to see the doctor...zzz...it sucks to not go to training....
maybe,later i go for a run or maybe i head to gym....
guilty max for not training with the team today....
kk,i shall not procrastinate anymore....CA here i come!
8.15.2008 • Friday, August 15, 2008
HAPPY 18th FATS AND to RAS!i love ya guys alots!
skipped CA tutorial...i felt that i haven finish preparing yet...
no use going...
went to the usual place...studied...this time i had some weird wakiki smoothies...quite nice....
the girl with the braces...she is like so hot la.....haha!let's hope i will get to see her tmr...
left the place early...went to gym at yishun stadium...
don;t know what's wrong with the people today...so fucking crowded la....
something like clubbing instead of grinding and shuffling....
you get to see those big muscles,fabby lumps of tyres:)
had my dinner before going home...
healthy meal...sliced fish soup with 2 bowl of rice!
at this rate..my fats are gonna disappeared....
kk...here i am ...blogging away...
anyway...i shall go and sleep already...maybe i go train in the morning...before going to school to submit my gems...
after that,i guess back to mugging my ass out at hawaii:D
cya people
ciao!
8.13.2008 • Wednesday, August 13, 2008
FINALLY...ALL MY PROJECTS ARE DONE....CHEERS!
After's today OOP presentation....
76/100
we top the whole class!
OMG!believe it!i got wei siong and another friend(jin wei) in my group:)
surprising i guess wei siong is blessing in disguise....
although,he is irritating at times....(er...actually...many times!)
he did his part which i am very pleased....
let's hope he change for the better:D
Went to Mr Ng just now,submitted our CA project...let's hope we did well:)
print a ton of exams papers to do!
wth!100 over papers....cost onlylike $4.95
i got conned so many times....i print at the photo shop around my area....10 plus man....
i am going to be street smart....anything that i got to print...i print it in school:)
Went to my usual hangout....
mug my ass inside out....
i reach around 2....
slack till almots 330pm...
started with ACS....
waiting for that HANDSOME GUY!
say coming to study...but he is still no where to be found!he ends like 3...
the time in my watch is 6....hehasn;t show his ass yet...
lol....i think he went home and forget to come out already...zzzz
kk....
got to transform back to the mugger:)
CA AND MATHS!here i come!
aidiyoz
chao
bye bye
zhai jian
8.12.2008 • Tuesday, August 12, 2008
A new word called CHILAX....ya..i guess i am man....
woke up late today....attend tutorial.....
i brought my gear for training...but in the end...i didnt went...i went to maui wowi...
brought my tiki size cup and brought a cup of cappucinno macidmia...something like that...
sat at the holy spot...quite quiet today....
not much people...except for a few pretty girls doing self study like me....
today is a holiday for those uniform earthlings!
saw many young couples in town...
zzzz....
should i be envy or pissed?
haha!
who cares....
there will be labtest tmr...wish me luck man....
got to go revise...
that's all folks...
looking forward to tmr's gathering....
cya peepies:)
8.11.2008 • Monday, August 11, 2008
hello! peeps!DoM is back with a twist:D
NO more MR gentleman!
as i mention...i am changed person now....after a night of serious consideration....
it was not worth to bring myself to such low level....
love isn't something that big after all...
I am someone so headstrong...what can this little thing do to me....
No tree...still got forest!
haha!who cares? I am F.A.T guy! no more goody dom!that's for sure:D
anyway....MOVING ON!
Woke up like 530am...but i went back to sleep..woke up again at 645...
i presume...i couldn;t make it in time...so i took the 2.80 bus to kallang...
training was alright!
(to those who thinks that there are more important things that matters than training!)
i got a couple of words to tell you guys!
you can jolly fucked off for all i care...
injuries and stuff are forgiven...
but as what coach say...if you guys just give the fucking excuse that you have to study for exam!
i hope you fail your exams....
i don;t believe you study 24/7
at least make it an effort to turn up?
i am fucking sick and pissed to always remind you guys...
didnt we agree to start new....
wtf is new?
when you dun even turn out for a dragonboat training?
dragonboat is a teamsport....
one guy missing...it makes a fucking difference....
so much for shedding crocodile tears during the interaction....
all talk but no actions....
if you think i fucked youup...not happy?
come find me personally....
i won;t mind clarifying stuffs with you...
back to my day....
as usual...after training...went to suntec for lunch...
after that...i went to study with MX,mike,aaron,wz,shawn angel....Oh ya emily came too!
some pictures at the cafe
i forgot the actual name .i think is called "hawi waii"
(SPECIAL REQUEST BY SHAWNNY WONG)TO STATE HIS GPA..TO BE MORE PRECISE
shawnny wong and angel....(the difference between a gpa of 1.0 and a gpa of 4.0)
shawnny wong gpa=1.0
angel gpa=4.0
(SORRY FOR THE MISUNDERSTANDING):D
(sleeping!not studying)
(no hope already!)
Mx studying!
Wz reading some dirty magazine
mike emo!looking into thin air!
AARON HANDSOME(claims that there were girls looking at us)haha!
i did my work:)
i am too engrossed in my work...
first time see me in specs?
i left with aaron...went to meet my uncle's family...today's my little cousin birthday:)had thai food @ vivio city
some pictures of the killer food
tom yam soup
green curry chicken
sweet and sour fish
fucking expensive vegetable(that cost 10.90)
tofu!
cousins:)
birthday girl
act cute to the max la!
she wished for....more toys.....peace and stuff!
haha!she is only four this year:)not bad...she will make a fine lady:D
haha!i am done!
i am fucking high now!
i dont know why?
my chest feels better...
say all those things hidden inside...
kk..i ma a good boy...i have a full day of tutorials....
i need to catch some sleep:)
kk!enjoy peeps:)
8.10.2008 • Sunday, August 10, 2008
through painful and hurting memories...i grew into someone...no idea who i was anymore....don't blame me for who i have become....
8.06.2008 • Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i found this old song...still as cool and nice...
enjoy peeps:)
It's gonna--be--me
Oh, yeah
You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go, oh..
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally,
Get to love somebody
Guess what,
It's gonna be me..
You've got no choice, babe
I've got to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
You're just too blind (too blind), too see
But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (somebody)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me
It's gonna be me
Oh yeahhhhh...
There comes a day
When I'll be the one, you'll see..
It's gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna
It's gonna be me
All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what (guess what)
Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you (for you babe)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (love..)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me
Every little thing I do (ohh...)
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally (baby when you finally)
Get to love somebody
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me..
8.05.2008 • Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Lovin' every morningGood loving every night
That is what I gave you
Think now, of what it should've been
Our love, all it could've been
If you were ever wondering
I'm doin' fine, but in my mind
I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand
• Tuesday, August 05, 2008
We live and we learn to takeOne step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
• Tuesday, August 05, 2008
it's been a week....i don;t know what to do....
you seem to take it like nothing has happened...
i don;t know...maybe i am assuming all these thoughts.....
I have did my part....i took initiative....
you name it...i did it....
i don't expect much from you....
not saying much does not mean nothing....
i just don't want show my emotions....
i try to be patience...cause you are someone special....
i took a step at a time...
So close, but so far away
Everything that i've always dreamed of
Close enough for me to taste
But i just can't touch.
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you couldn't get it all figured out
i am waiting for you to take the first move....
that's all....
a simple hi?
that's not something too difficult to do right?
seriously...i am barely hanging on...
As it drags longer.....i am beginning to feel the pinch of it...
if i were to give up like this...all my efforts will go down to the drain....
i don;t know man....
my friend told me
p****** says:
maybe she's not the one for you?
p****** says:
there'll be better ones
i do not wish to entertain these thoughts....
zzz....i am very confused...fucked up....stress up....
8.03.2008 • Sunday, August 03, 2008
one stroke one heartthat's our quote...
remember the name....
EXAMS are always a bond breaking stuff....
it always breaks my team apart....
i never like it at all....
but...our main goal is to do well in our studies.
dragonboat comes second.....
brotherhood?
friendship?
i dun know man....
i thought true friends stay together despite hardship?
you left without telling a word....
i may be selfish...wanting you to stay....
everyone told me this is part and parcel of life...
no...i disagree....
i want you back...i want it badly.....
i want to get back the times we gay together....
we row together....tiko @ girls...you name it....
your presence was felt in the team....when you left...it was like something missing....
i don't have the energy to row like how i use to...
everyone seems moody this days....
some brothers have projects due,exams...
others not feeling well,injured....
what is gonna become to this team....
have we reach the max of our graph..is it going to fall now?
i dun believe that.....
maybe it is just the exams....
i am bullshiting....
people ask me why i am so crazy...so hyperactive....
how do i tell them?
nah...it is just my way of being focus....
i cannot think...if one day...i no longer can support the team...
although,i see a faint light at the end of the tunnel...
i believe my perservarance will bring this team back to what it was...and even better!
i cannot bear this burden along....but for the sake of my brothers...just a little while more....till my last breath.....
• Sunday, August 03, 2008
i missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there
8.02.2008 • Saturday, August 02, 2008
This Boy liked this Girl, and she liked him, too. He was everything she had ever dreamed of and made her smile like no one else could. It took him a while to see through his first impressions, but he was soon head over heals: smitten one hundred percent. But she had scars that no one could see, not even him. She had been hurt, she had hurt herself, and she had built walls around herself. She was scared of how much he liked her, because she couldn't see why. And above all, she was just too young. She told him she couldn't be with him. It was hard, but sometimes the love hurts more than lonliness.
He was devastated. She gave no explanation, and gave him the cold shoulder afterwards. His heart broke every time she averted her eyes when crossed in the hall, every time she avoided a social occasion because she knew he would be there, every time his notes went unanswered and apparently disregarded. He tried to read in between the lines, but she gave him nothing to start with. Soon, he accepted the fact that she just didn't love him how he loved her, but as much as that tore him apart, he vowed to never give up on her.
She seemed to be unaffected. She thought he wanted an easy explanation, and she didnt have one. And after all, it was, in part, another guy that she left him for. But the other guy she held in her mind didn't exist in the real world, and after a long, painful time, she realized that she had been lying to herself.
She told the boy, and showed him some of the scars, but by that time he was attatched to someone else, though he did not love her. She only told the boy so that he wouldn't hate her for hurting him, but for him, hating her was impossible. After several months, though still in a relationship with someone else, the boy told the girl that he still had feelings for her, strong feelings. She was in shock. Her entire body was shaking and she was at a loss for words. Then, as if a wave of reality swept over her, she remembered his other girl, oblivious, with a jolt of compassion. She remembered the other boy, the one who'd lied, and willed herself to believe that if her boy would lie to his other girl, he'd lie to her too.
For a year, she dismissed his professions of undying love as a poker player's cards: a means to an end. She questioned his motives, hated and loved his perserverence, and pushed him continually away, while at the same time, keeping him close enough to have the reassurance that he, if no one else, loved her. They would fight huge, terrible fights and she would say awful, cruel, hurtful things, in part because she is a passionate person, horribly opinionated, ridiculously independent and stubborn, and far too good with words. But in part because she thought that if she could just make him hate her, he could finally live life as a free man, and as much as she didn't want him to love anyone else, deep within herself she wanted him to be happy. Even if it was with someone else, and even if it killed her.
Finally, she hurt him enough. He left her alone. And she realized that the less he needed her, the more she wanted him. They agreed to meet and talk, just to be friends, nothing more. And as they talked, he about his family and hunting and she about work and her sisters, she saw his eyes, really saw them, and they were the brightest of all colors. And as the hours passed, the rain pounded against the side of the coffee house and thunder shook the walls. She remembered how she used to smile, and caught herself starting to again as he rambled on.
And that's where she is today. Maybe not in the same coffee shop, but wanting to tell him that his voice was the soundtrack to her summer, that she would never love another. Wanting to hear him say she's unlike any other. To feel the rain beating in their face and take the pain, hand in hand. Wanting to dance to the sound of thunder. To be thunder.