7.22.2008 • Tuesday, July 22, 2008
"Begin with the end in mind"
that was helpful when i train for my races....
this quote is really bullshit....when it comes to affairs off the heart....
You thought you have the answer in your hand...but,fate always like to twist you around with his fingers.....
Shot some up hope into you,yet cause you despair at the same time....
My mind is a total blank now....
i am in hell right now...
soemtimes,maybe it is due to the fact that i am born like that.
i never really like to lose....when i like something...
i will go out to get it done...even it risks my life....
my Grandmother always says:DoM ah!no matter what you do in life,as long as you enjoy every moment of what u are doing...that is sufficient.
I am glad i did heed her advice....
i felt very contented after what i did for you....
i don;t expect much from you now.....
i stood there quietly at one corner....
In times of need,i will be always there for you.
This is really enough to keep me going....
i am sorry that i have cause you so much distressed....
you are someone very important to me.....
When you feel happy,i will feel your happiness...
when you need a shoulder to cry on...mine is always vacant and reserved for you.
Knowing that the future shows a uncertain path...i walk straight into the internal darkness...and face the upcoming problems that will rise upon me.