7.16.2008 • Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Sometimes....life doesn't turn out the way it suppose to be.
You just got to accept the facts in your face...
And jolly well swallow the shit in!
I am always whining....why is this like that....like this.....
but...i don't deny that i sometimes feel why am i so unlucky....
i guess...i got to look at things from another point of view....
but sometimes....you seriously got to make me trust you....make me believe that you can do it....
if not...i will never feel comfortable doing anything with you...cause most of the time...i am like doing it myself...so WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU CALL PAIR/GROUP WORK!
WHEN YOU ARE EVEN TRYING TO SHOW ME THROUGH YOUR ACTIONS THAT YOU WANT TO BE PART OF THE GROUP!
YOU JOLLY WELL START WAKING UP!
SERIOUSLY,MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING THIN....
YOU WON'T LIKE ME WHEN I TURN NASTY...
CAUSE THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WILL DO....IT IS GONNA BE IN YOUR FACE...BY THEN...IT WILL BE TOO LATE...
IT WON'TBE NICE....
I SERIOUSLY HOPE YOU PUT SOME TIME INTO THIS.....
PROVE ME WRONG....
i am taking this module called OOP....
it does not have very interesting topics attached to it....
i often skip class....
i don't really go and revise for this module....
some rare occasions...i turn up punctual for class.
but,usually...i am always late....
i did some reflection....
i didnt really put in the effort to go and learn this module well...
the result....i failed the mst....
There are 3 quizes for this module...
i attended one..got full marks for it....
the other 2...i just fucked it up....
i didnt turn up for the quiz...
reason being, i overslept...another...i didnt get the date right....
i got no one to blame except myself.....
this module has no exams...
but...i have one more Lab test(15%)
one more (pbil 35%)
and lastly,let's hope i can have my retest of the quizes...
i really want to pass this module....
times flies fast...in a blink of an eye...it was MST...then it was RACE DAY
In about 1 month time,I am having my major examinations already...
this time...i am going all out for it....Not just a pass...i want to get my GPA of 3.5.
After that it is the holidays.....
so before enjoying...i am going to work the shit of myself....just 1 more month...
i hope my hardwork will bear fruits....
i have got good stuffs in my pocket.....
it is just a matter of whether will i be using them
MOTIVATION,DISICLPINE,PROPER TIME MANGEMENT
STUDY HARD....STUDY SMART...
LASTLY,EVEN THOUGH I GOT TO PUSH...
THERE ARE ALWAYS TIME FOR "CHILAX" MAN....
LEARN TO CHILL AND RELAX....
THAT'S MY DEFINITION OF LIFE
SEE YOU HOMIES!
I AM GOING BACK TO MY BOOKS!