11.08.2008 • Saturday, November 08, 2008
Hello peeps...
The SICK MAN is here to blog....
he is sitting in front of his labby....while his brothers are training hard in the waters of kallang....
whoah...how good does it feel?
in fact it sucks to the core.....
i don't know what is happening to me....
i have been falling sick like nobody's business this year....can somebody give me a vaccination that will make me immune to all virus and illness?
that' crap...if there is such medicine in the world...all the hospitals and clinics will close down that's for sure....
people say i am stubborn like an ASS....when i am sick...i still want to go for training....
But,this is just me!for god damn it!
when i start to do something....i will give it my all regardless of what becomes of me.....
right now!at this moment!
my only goal is to give my brothers the race of their lives....
roll my balls out...
i remember coach told me this....
in a race never hold back...don't worry if you cannot breathe or stuff like that....
there is a ambulance located at the finish line...
haha!
REGARDLESS OF ALL THE ADVICES BEEN SHOWERED ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS....
STILL I MUST SAY...EVEN THOUGH I AM STILL NOT WELL ENOUGH....
I CAN'T STOP HERE....I HAVE COME SO FUCKING FAR.....I AM NOT GONNA GIVE UP WHAT I DREAM FOR EVERY NIGHT....WHAT I HOPE FOR DURING TRAININGS....
WHEN TRAINING GETS SO TOUGH....THIS GOAL OF MINE ALWAYS MOTIVATE ME TO MOVE EVEN DEEPER...IT IS SOMETHING THAT RUNS IN MY BLOOD...IT BECAME PART OF ME....
I GUESS THIS STUBBORNNESS OF MINE...IT IS MY NATURE...EVERYONE CLOSE TO ME KNOWS ME WELL....
I HAVE MAKE MANY GOOD BUDDIES WITH THIS FUCKED UP ATTITUDE THAT I HAVE....
BUT ON THE OTHER HAND....I HAD MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES THAT DRIVES ALOT OF MY CLOSED FRIENDS AWAY.....
I WON'T WANT TO ASK FOR THEIR FORGIVENESS....JUST THAT...RIGHT NOW...THE MOST IMPORTANT TASK RIGHT NOW...IS FOR ME TO PREPARE FOR THE LAST CHARGE...THE LAST CHARGE EVERYONE IS BEEN WAITING FOR....
EVERYTHING ELSE CAN WAIT......