11.28.2008 • Friday, November 28, 2008
This week is so fucked up for me man.....
it is very weird....it feels empty....give you an example...
remember the harry potter movie?
there are things called "DEMENTORS"
I feel that they are following me in school....
they suck all my happiness away....
anyway,enough of my randomness....
back to my life.....
i had lab-test today....i had low confidence for this test....
but i manage to get all of the steps correct:)
finally,i got something for me to be glad about.....
i stayed back in school with Mei yin(my group mate)to do my gems project....
went to the library to start work...had dinner at fc3 and continued at Food court 5 for some touching up of the project.
foodcourt 5 was damn empty...maybe not that empty...saw a few familiar faces....
but it wasn't like the old times.....
In the past....
Usually...i will be at FC 5...with all of my brothers....
all sweaty....and famished....
making so much noise....
everyone will chiong to bang deli and get some drinks and food....
i miss those times together.....
i missed the times we were bathing together.....
the seniors will be singing away....
MX,Mike,eQ,aaron....wen zheng always walking around with his thing....
andy always borrowing soap and shampoo from me.....
life is not going to be the same without them anymore....
THEY WERE THE ONES WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO ROW.....
THEY WERE THE ONES WHO GUIDED ME THROUGH MY 2ND YEAR....
THEY WERE THE ONES WHO MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY....
GOT NO ONE TO TCSS(talk cock sing song) WITH ME ANYMORE...IT HAD BEEN eQ all along
NO ONE TO CHIONG WITH ME....WEIGHTS,RUNNING....MX AND MIKE WERE THE ONES....
NO ONE TO GO CLUB WITH ME AFTER RACES...AARON,WEN ZHENG....
NO ONE TO HELP ME ORDER MY DRUGS...NO ONE TO SEND ME HOME....IT WAS KHIM.....
NO ONE TO ACCOMPANY ME HOME...WEN ZHENG TAKES TO YCK....KHIM TO WOODLANDS....
NO ONE FOR ME TO SCOLD DURING ROWING...ANDY......
NO ONE TO ENCOURAGE ME IN THE BOAT...IT WAS THE ENTIRE BACK PACK.....
NO ONE TO ACCOMPANY TO CAMPS ANYMORE...CHARLES....
NO ONE TO GO GYM WITH....IT WAS SCOTT....
I MISS ALL THE YEAR 3S....
THE ONE YEAR I HAVE SPENT WITH THEM....MANY UPs and DOWNs....
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE THIS WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE WITH THEM...
IT IS JUST SO DIFFICULT TO LET GO OF THEM....
GUIDED ME THROUGH EVERYTHING,WENT THROUGH THICK AND THIN...AS A WHOLE...AS A TEAM...NOT AN INDIVIDUAL....
LIFE FEELS SO FUTILE......
HOW I WISH MX WILL JUST SEND EVERYONE A MSG....
HEY GUYS!RMB TO BRING YR SHOES AH!5.30PM...MEET AT STADIUM....
WOULDN'T YOU GUYS WANT IT?
JUST WANT LAST TRAINING TO END IT ALL?